Why Do I…?

We’re told anger is a bad thing.
So a lot of us just… stop feeling it.
Or at least, we think we do.
After my conversation with Sam Parker, I realised something uncomfortable:
I don’t really feel anger… and that might be the problem.
Because you can’t get rid of an emotion.
You can only suppress it.
And when you do, it shows up in other ways– distance– tension– saying “I’m fine” when you’re clearly not
This is me trying to make sense of that.
If you’ve ever struggled to express how you actually feel… this might hit.

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We’re taught that anger is something to avoid.
That it’s dangerous.
Unattractive.
Something that pushes people away.
So instead… we suppress it. We tell ourselves we’re “not an angry person.” We keep the peace. We bottle things up. But what if the real problem isn’t anger…It’s the fact we never let ourselves feel it?

In this episode of Why Do I, I’m joined by Sam Parker from GQ, who’s spent years exploring what happens when we repress anger… and the impact it has on our relationships, our anxiety, and how we show up in the world.

If you’ve ever said “I’m just not an angry person”…

If you’ve ever felt overwhelmed, frustrated, or tense without knowing why…

If you’ve ever struggled to express how you really feel…
This episode is for you...

EPISODE CHAPTERS:
00:00 – Why I Struggle to Feel Anger
05:30 – The Hidden Cost of Suppressing Anger
12:30 – How It Shows Up in Relationships
20:00 – Learning to Identify & Express Anger
28:30 – Conflict, Communication & Repair
36:30 – Social Media & Collective Anger
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We grow up believing that a good relationship means good sex.
That if you’re having enough of it…
If the chemistry is there…
If the spark hasn’t faded…
Then everything else must be working.
But that’s not always true.
Because you can be having loads of sex…
And still feel completely disconnected.
In this reflection episode of Why Do I, I unpack one of the biggest mindset shifts I’ve had around relationships… following my conversation with Henika Patel.
I open up about how I used to measure the success of a relationship through sex alone…
Why so many men fall into that trap…
And how that way of thinking can quietly damage something that could’ve been meaningful.
We get into why desire naturally changes over time…
The difference between spontaneous and responsive desire…
And why chasing the early “dopamine phase” can stop you from building something deeper.
I also share my own experiences with validation, distraction, and not having the tools to communicate properly in relationships…
And why most couples aren’t actually struggling with sex - they’re struggling with connection.
If you’ve ever questioned your attraction in a relationship…
If things have felt different over time…
If you’ve ever used sex as a way to measure how things are going…
This episode will shift the way you see it.

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We grow up believing connection should just… happen.
That if you love someone enoughIf the relationship is right enoughIf you’re close enough…
That spark should stay the same forever.
But then real life kicks in.
Stress.
Routine.
Pressure.
Emotional distance.

And slowly, the connection that once felt effortless starts to feel harder to hold onto.In this episode of Why Do I, I’m joined by Henika Patel, founder of the School of Sensual Arts.
Henika helps us understand why closeness can shift in long-term relationships and why so many couples struggle to talk about it honestly.
We unpack the difference between chasing intensity and building real connection…
Why the early “fireworks” phase naturally changes over time… and how relationships can become stronger when we stop expecting love to always look the way it did at the start.
If you’ve ever wondered why attraction changes over time…
If you’ve ever felt confused by distance in a relationship…
If you’ve ever loved someone deeply but struggled to feel close…
This episode is for you.

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After my conversation with Julius Cowdrey about parental behaviour and generational patterns, something stayed with me long after the microphones were turned off…
What happens when you realise parts of your personality might not actually be yours?
When you start to see how your parents’ wounds quietly shaped the way you love, react, and run from things?
We talk a lot about childhood trauma. But we rarely talk about the quiet fear of becoming our parents.

In this solo reflection, I open up about:
• Growing up with an absent father and the complicated grief that followed
• The pressure of trying to be the “good son” for a parent who sacrificed everything
• The moment at 32 when I looked in the mirror and felt like I had become my dad
• Avoidant attachment and why running can feel like freedom• Discovering my father’s own childhood abandonment and how that changed everything
• Why understanding our parents’ pain can be the first step to breaking generational cycles

If you’ve ever worried you might repeat your parents’ mistakes…If you’ve ever felt trapped between loyalty to your family and the need to become your own person…If you’ve ever questioned whether your patterns are truly yours…

This episode is for you.
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