Figuring Sh!t Out

Honest admittance: I'm a little scared to publish this episode.
But what would Figuring Sh!t Out be if it wasn't a testament to overcoming fear, time and time again, by getting as deeply honest as possible and sharing truths from this raw and reflective place?
This is Figuring Sh!t Out - in real time.
This episode is an existential conversation about God, Existence, and using our critical thinking and discernment when approaching spirituality. (From a girl who has not, up until recently, used a lot of discernment when approaching spirituality.)
It is a journey reflecting upon my own - and one that I simply ask you allow to let you question, let you think, let you feel your own inner judgements as they arise, let you wonder about the beliefs you're married to, and reflectively ask: is this my own?
Topics covered in this episode:
reflections from turning 26: how almost dying at birth gave way to a sentimental thought-daughter with lots of existential questions
i am reading the bible?? for the first time?? ever?? (and tbh i would recommend and if you're immediately like "no," yes that was me too up until last week. lowkey profound.)
getting out of the way to receive (including putting your ego aside) and how this connects us to artistry + God
critically thinking: spirituality / new age as a trend (that i have also fallen into) and why it's not the whole story
impure vs pure actions / intentions and how that impacts the quality of the information we receive
surrendering: we were never meant to do it all alone
discernment
God as The Judge vs God as Love: getting curious, seeing beyond religious dogma
shattering your own illusions as a ragebait for your inner evolution & growth
the fallibility of self-help / development content: you do not have to (and were never meant to) do it all on your own
the fallibility of our flesh & bone - the necessity of humility & respect
how this all helps you do hard things
God vs The Universe

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There's your potential - and then there's the power that you DECIDE to have to embody it.
And it is a decision.
One you must make every day.
This episode is a short tough-love transmission reminding you of your limitlessness, your inevitability, the power of your deepest truth when it is aligned in the actions of your highest path, and serves as a first-step to what you know you're ready to move towards.
Let this be your reminder: you cannot change what you do not accept.
& Let this be your anchor: acceptance is the first step to full surrender and the catalyst to change.
So - what are you avoiding that you know you need to do? Why have you been avoiding it? What are you unwilling to face in yourself, that you are ready to change? And what has this avoidance taken from you?
Are you actually showing up in a way that will give you every possible chance to succeed? Or are you sleeping on yourself, waving your potential in front of your face while day-dreaming and pretending that's enough to actually *change?*
I believe in you. But that doesn't matter.
What matters is: Do you believe in you? Are you acting like you do?
Because the truth is: what you're not changing is what you're choosing.
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here are my fieldnotes from learning to fall in love with uncertainty again and again and again instead of resist and fear it:
the point of life is not to figure sh!t out - and sometimes we have to get so lost in the figuring sh!t out that we have a great big wake up call that reminds us of that
wherever you go, there you are
life is continuing education. we are here to learn. to have fun. to enjoy. to explore. to LIVE.
you don't find your purpose looking for your purpose, you find it when you let go
puttering is very important. very essential. very necessary.
there is time. there is always time. there is always far more time than you think that there is.
the ultimate and grand cosmic paradox is that you learn to be at peace when you become at peace with not always being at peace
i love you. thank you for being on this journey with me. for showing love, support, and your affections.
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A conversation about girlhood and growing older, embracing the vessel and the life of the body, and embodying the wisdom of life through the preciousness of it's fragility.
With my dearest friend, Phia.
May this episode allow you to see life through the eyes of your inner elder.
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to remain tender is a gift.
this episode is an exploration of everything i've learned about love.
put simply:
"we have all known the bliss of sunshine hitting our skin on a cold day, and we have all belly laughed until our breaths disappeared, and we have all come home chewed up by the world and sunken deep into a familiar withering, and we are all either healing from something or learning how to hold it, running from something or learning how to return - because we have all loved and we have all lost, and we have all mistaken losing for a promise that it was never safe to love. and we have all been wrong about that."
- from my essay "let me remember you" which you can read here on my Substack
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